February 02, 2015

magic monday


Laying in bed last night, I was thinking about heartbeats. Every time I find Justin's heartbeat, it reminds me of the week we first met in person. How I fell asleep every night for a week snuggled into his chest, and his heartbeat lulled me to sleep every night. The week we first met in person was the best week of my life so far. 

Last night, in my "I opened at work this morning, I've been up since 4 AM so I'm falling asleep at 7:30 PM" haze, I found Justin's heartbeat again and it reminded me of sleepy mornings and late night spent talking and talking and talking. It made me think about heartbeats, how everyone has one, and someday everyone will fall asleep to the sound of someone's heartbeat. 

The future freaks me out sometimes. Thinking about getting married, and having kids, and owning a house, and everything in between makes me want to make like an ostrich and stuff my head into a hole in the ground. But I know as long as I have Justin, and his heartbeat always there to give me my favourite lullaby, we can do anything. 

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