love & duggars

I spent most of yesterday watching bad television, and all day I've been watching 19 Kids and Counting. I feel really sentimental and sappy watching it, because I'm really witnessing what it means to have a very close knit family where nothing can break that bond between siblings and parents and children and grandchildren. I'm witnessing how much commitment it takes to be a good wife and mother. I'm witnessing how much love the Duggars have for each other and it makes me tear up whenever I think about it.

Watching 19 Kids right now as they're re-airing all of the specials about Jessa's wedding makes me so excited to marry Justin. I can't wait to profess how much I love him in front of our families and friends. I can't wait to promise him for forever. I can't wait to party with all of our loved ones for the wedding and then work on a marriage for the rest of our lives. 

149 days until married. I'm so ecstatic.